Just unhappy and that happens way too much here. I'm a different person when I'm home. Happier...relaxed. I always feel it will be the same when I go back but it just seems to drain me more every day/week. I feel hopeless because I have no real way to make it work monetarily and I don't want to hurt certain people. I just know I'd be happier back home and am seeing my future and a frown comes again. No plans, no outlines, no real way it could happen. I'm just trying to ignore the things that make me freak out with stress and sadness and concentrate on the good. There IS good.
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Just unhappy and that happens way too much here. I'm a different person when I'm home. Happier...relaxed. I always feel it will be the same when I go back but it just seems to drain me more every day/week. I feel hopeless because I have no real way to make it work monetarily and I don't want to hurt certain people. I just know I'd be happier back home and am seeing my future and a frown comes again.
No plans, no outlines, no real way it could happen. I'm just trying to ignore the things that make me freak out with stress and sadness and concentrate on the good. There IS good.
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You are the best English Pea ever, and so I hope happiness finds you.
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