pms kinda sucks...
I love how when I'm PMSing I get mad over the stupidest shit. And I'll know its over stupid shit. I'll even laugh at myself over it...but I'm still mad! Haha and then next thing I know I'm wanting to cry. For no apparent reason. God. Gotta love it...at least it keeps life interesting.
But anyways...Sara and Nadia are in town this weekend. But strangely enough...I've still been hanging out with Bobby mainly. Last night I went to dinner with him adn then went to a party for like 3 hours with Sara n them...and tonight I just hung out with him. I got off work, went to the mall and got my nails done...he met me there, hehe, with a pizza...cuz I'd been craving pizza...and we went back to his house...then out for icecream. Then back to his house. Nothing exciting, but it was still fun. I don't know. I'm finally reaching that comfort level with him.
The one where I don't care about my makeup. Or my hair. Or even what I'm wearing. Its kinda nice. I don't have to look perfect all the time. In fact, he prefers me to be in a t-shirt with my hair air dryed and no makeup on. Haha...it was sweet....we were talking about me and my makeup, and he was saying that one of the things he loves most about waking up with me in the morning is seeing me w/ no makeup - cuz thats when i look the best. I dunno...he's really pushing the no makeup thing. Right now he says I have to go 1 day w/ no makeup...or he's growing a full beard. So um yeah. We'll see. I might have to give in on that one. I can still wear a little bit. But not much.
I dont know. So I guess this is what being with someone is all about. Hanging out, doing the normal daily things, just spending time w/ eachother....even if its just TV and pizza on the couch....Its really kinda just....nice. Its not all fun and exciting. It's really pretty boring and mundane. Its going to the grocery store, picking up pay checks, watching the family guy and futurama and other stuff like that. I mean sure, we still go out...but its not that big a deal. We run outta shit to do....movies yah, but theres only so many movies worth seeing out...theres no point doing the "Date" kinda shit when you see eachother every day. But at the same time....its about enjoying doing all that boring bullshit...b/c your doing it with someone holding your hand and giving you the occasional kiss.
Its changing me too...like getting drunk is one of my bottom priorities now. I coulda gotten smashed last night...but I didnt even want to. Its like...why bother. I dont know. Its calmed me down I suppose...being with someone.
But yeah. PMS still sucks.
But anyways...Sara and Nadia are in town this weekend. But strangely enough...I've still been hanging out with Bobby mainly. Last night I went to dinner with him adn then went to a party for like 3 hours with Sara n them...and tonight I just hung out with him. I got off work, went to the mall and got my nails done...he met me there, hehe, with a pizza...cuz I'd been craving pizza...and we went back to his house...then out for icecream. Then back to his house. Nothing exciting, but it was still fun. I don't know. I'm finally reaching that comfort level with him.
The one where I don't care about my makeup. Or my hair. Or even what I'm wearing. Its kinda nice. I don't have to look perfect all the time. In fact, he prefers me to be in a t-shirt with my hair air dryed and no makeup on. Haha...it was sweet....we were talking about me and my makeup, and he was saying that one of the things he loves most about waking up with me in the morning is seeing me w/ no makeup - cuz thats when i look the best. I dunno...he's really pushing the no makeup thing. Right now he says I have to go 1 day w/ no makeup...or he's growing a full beard. So um yeah. We'll see. I might have to give in on that one. I can still wear a little bit. But not much.
I dont know. So I guess this is what being with someone is all about. Hanging out, doing the normal daily things, just spending time w/ eachother....even if its just TV and pizza on the couch....Its really kinda just....nice. Its not all fun and exciting. It's really pretty boring and mundane. Its going to the grocery store, picking up pay checks, watching the family guy and futurama and other stuff like that. I mean sure, we still go out...but its not that big a deal. We run outta shit to do....movies yah, but theres only so many movies worth seeing out...theres no point doing the "Date" kinda shit when you see eachother every day. But at the same time....its about enjoying doing all that boring bullshit...b/c your doing it with someone holding your hand and giving you the occasional kiss.
Its changing me too...like getting drunk is one of my bottom priorities now. I coulda gotten smashed last night...but I didnt even want to. Its like...why bother. I dont know. Its calmed me down I suppose...being with someone.
But yeah. PMS still sucks.