i like this

[divingtodeep]

Written March 15, 2005
"Deliverer"
ugly little secrets
tormented from deep inside
the razor is my savior
cause it's never lied

i trust no one
yet i trust the blade
it never forsakes me
it's always at my aid

frees me from the doubt
helps me avoid the hate
banishes the sorrow
displaces thoughts that make me irate

this hurt inside never ends
i fear it will last forever
engulfed by painful memories
i wish i could sever

my blade calls my name
the need to bleed grows stronger
emotions keep building up
i can't hold out any longer

slashes ease away the blinding internal pain
as warm droplets hit the floor
a reassurance of life, until the next day
when i'll just do it more
© 2006 *Lilly* bloody_kiss_666 Not to be used without permission