Pain in places I never knew
I've decided to do everything I can to get back to Arizona. Everything = a lot. Money, insurance, college acceptance, a new job, EVERYTHING. I have no friends here, except maybe one. But I don't even think she cares. She's too busy hanging out with the one girl I can't fucking stand, and has already made plans with her for her birthday. The rest are just acquaintances. I like them. But I don't feel close enough to them to just call em up and say, "Hey, let's hang out!" I miss hot weather. I miss being surrounded by funny sarcastic people. I miss being sober.
I miss Arizona.
Hi, I'm Myshele. I miss Arizona. I'm 45% heart and 55% brain. I aspire to succeed in all aspects of art as well as bartending. I hate emotions. I feel I may be forever single. I have dreams where I can breathe under water. my aim: evil woman blues
"I want to explore the shadow slut who walks along side us as we grow up; sometimes jeopardizing us and sometimes presenting us with a new sense of authentic identity." - Naomi Wolfe
I miss Arizona.
Hi, I'm Myshele. I miss Arizona. I'm 45% heart and 55% brain. I aspire to succeed in all aspects of art as well as bartending. I hate emotions. I feel I may be forever single. I have dreams where I can breathe under water. my aim: evil woman blues
"I want to explore the shadow slut who walks along side us as we grow up; sometimes jeopardizing us and sometimes presenting us with a new sense of authentic identity." - Naomi Wolfe