This icon has been my face for the last week and a half.
I'm so fucking tired, seriously. But I can't get myself to sleep at a normal, sane time. And I'm stressed about school and RP and I can't help but feel suspicious and awkward about everything.
It's getting hard to avoid asking a friend of mine if he thinks I'm embarrassing, because I'm starting to think that maybe I am, but my friends are too nice to just tell me the shit I do is humiliating even though I would really like to know. God, I read into things way too much someone just shoot me, kthx.
AIM is being a doucherocket today for some mysterious reason. My buddy list shows everyone is offline but me and I know that's not the case, as I went into the Dollsyhouse chat and it was full like woah. So if it looks like I'm offline and for some odd reason someone actually wants to talk to me, just IM me anyway. Odds are, I'm on and AIM is sucking away at what's left of my lifespan.
I got detention for the first time in... ffff, six years today. For being an hour late to class, even though I wasn't actually late, I was in the office and I had a pass and everything. My Drama I teacher is just a psycho who hates our whole class because we argue with her when she acts like an immature kid and/or is generally wrong about something.
In other news, I've picked up MiniMandy, who is an undead loli from the amazing Grim Tales webcomic (she's so cute, honestly; I love her even though she talks funny), and- damn it all -a Gig muse I will never use outside crack events because I frankly suck at playing bastardly bastards like Gig. (Also, thanks, Stephen :| I blame your Gig still.) Making Archer angst with Pleinair in Infinity is unusually entertaining, and I've learned that even when they try to be nice to each other, every single conversation Laharl and Etna will ever have there will- without fail -dissolve into a heated argument and they'll just quit speaking to each other until they forget about it if they don't come up with a compromise within the first three minutes of wanting to kill each other.
I want to send Minnie to Dollsy because that's completely her environment, but she's kinda a fanon character and I don't think it would work sending her anywhere but a dressing room, sob. She's so cute and every RP needs more verbose undead loli love. Thinking about maybe apping for Grimgrimoire's Advocat in Netherworld, but damnit he is a hard muse to work with and I can't get his voice right. Will musebox him sometime in the future, and should that fail, I'll probably go with Lujei instead. Or DR. TRAN if Hustino and Ethan will let me.
Or Cube. God knows Cube needs moar love and activity. He'd be one of the only polite demons actually hanging out in the Netherworld. He'd make Beryl proud. My evil!Flonne muse wants attention, too, but I need to find a place that'll take AUs without a big ol' application because Pickles is- and always will be -a lazy good-for-nothing. :3 Or a dressing room. Infinity is tempting, but I already play over half the Disgaea cast there and it would just be a lot of muncest between her, my good!Flonne, Etna, Lamington... Yeah, she's an issue.
And I'm just rambling. Anyone reading this line probably skipped everything past the first paragraph and came right here to the end. TL;DR: Pickles hates her AIM, it hates her, but she loves lolis and feels embarrassing to everyone ever.
THE END.
It's getting hard to avoid asking a friend of mine if he thinks I'm embarrassing, because I'm starting to think that maybe I am, but my friends are too nice to just tell me the shit I do is humiliating even though I would really like to know. God, I read into things way too much someone just shoot me, kthx.
AIM is being a doucherocket today for some mysterious reason. My buddy list shows everyone is offline but me and I know that's not the case, as I went into the Dollsyhouse chat and it was full like woah. So if it looks like I'm offline and for some odd reason someone actually wants to talk to me, just IM me anyway. Odds are, I'm on and AIM is sucking away at what's left of my lifespan.
I got detention for the first time in... ffff, six years today. For being an hour late to class, even though I wasn't actually late, I was in the office and I had a pass and everything. My Drama I teacher is just a psycho who hates our whole class because we argue with her when she acts like an immature kid and/or is generally wrong about something.
In other news, I've picked up MiniMandy, who is an undead loli from the amazing Grim Tales webcomic (she's so cute, honestly; I love her even though she talks funny), and- damn it all -a Gig muse I will never use outside crack events because I frankly suck at playing bastardly bastards like Gig. (Also, thanks, Stephen :| I blame your Gig still.) Making Archer angst with Pleinair in Infinity is unusually entertaining, and I've learned that even when they try to be nice to each other, every single conversation Laharl and Etna will ever have there will- without fail -dissolve into a heated argument and they'll just quit speaking to each other until they forget about it if they don't come up with a compromise within the first three minutes of wanting to kill each other.
I want to send Minnie to Dollsy because that's completely her environment, but she's kinda a fanon character and I don't think it would work sending her anywhere but a dressing room, sob. She's so cute and every RP needs more verbose undead loli love. Thinking about maybe apping for Grimgrimoire's Advocat in Netherworld, but damnit he is a hard muse to work with and I can't get his voice right. Will musebox him sometime in the future, and should that fail, I'll probably go with Lujei instead. Or DR. TRAN if Hustino and Ethan will let me.
Or Cube. God knows Cube needs moar love and activity. He'd be one of the only polite demons actually hanging out in the Netherworld. He'd make Beryl proud. My evil!Flonne muse wants attention, too, but I need to find a place that'll take AUs without a big ol' application because Pickles is- and always will be -a lazy good-for-nothing. :3 Or a dressing room. Infinity is tempting, but I already play over half the Disgaea cast there and it would just be a lot of muncest between her, my good!Flonne, Etna, Lamington... Yeah, she's an issue.
And I'm just rambling. Anyone reading this line probably skipped everything past the first paragraph and came right here to the end. TL;DR: Pickles hates her AIM, it hates her, but she loves lolis and feels embarrassing to everyone ever.
THE END.