I thought I would say...
I know it's been a long time. Months. Way too long. I had to walk away long enough to get my head clear.
Don't actually expect a lot of you to remember who I am, but thats okay too. =)
But I wanted to tell you all that I finally did it. And I'm so happy that I'm crying and have spent a lot of time over the past month or so just crying in relief of it all.
I finally came clean with him. I'm not hiding anymore from myself or a relationship that I dreaded.
I've been standing on my own, wanting to break out. And now I can without guilt.
So here's to a new year and a wonderful new start. And maybe to opening up to myself and those around me a little bit more.
(Cross posted to me own journal.)
Don't actually expect a lot of you to remember who I am, but thats okay too. =)
But I wanted to tell you all that I finally did it. And I'm so happy that I'm crying and have spent a lot of time over the past month or so just crying in relief of it all.
I finally came clean with him. I'm not hiding anymore from myself or a relationship that I dreaded.
I've been standing on my own, wanting to break out. And now I can without guilt.
So here's to a new year and a wonderful new start. And maybe to opening up to myself and those around me a little bit more.
(Cross posted to me own journal.)