Mundane
I don't have anything interesting to write about in this journal aside from art-wise issues. Sighhh...I have no life actually I do, but I don't want to remember the sad things in it so I pretend I don't. Well, at least I have art?
My image servers pulled a few dips recently, forcing me to hunt for alternatives. Thankfully the adult image host is still going strong. I don't want to hunt for new image servers again if I can help it, because that would mean I have to relink 300+ worth of art posts. I wonder if I should just use tumblr as my art site. It'll be pass-protected, of course. All these image host issues make me tired =.=
Being on tumblr also got me into the world, just like when I was in DA. Goodness, there are people who still remember me from DA there. They scare me in a way I feel like the past is haunting me haha. I have fear of getting too much attention. The upside is I get to be more 'involved' with people, even though I kinda hate talking to strangers. 3 great artists followed my art, which made me feel even more insecure hahah *buries self in hole of shame*. Isn't it embarrassing to find great masters follow your mediocre art? I feel so scared of posting half-assed work there now haha.
Now I feel so pumped to improve my art. I've sprained my hand yesterday but it'll be a waste of motivation if I stop when I feel so driven. I literally went to bed last night thinking about layer modes of a piece I did in SAI. I want to draw a lot of comics, write a lot of stories, make crafts, make a video, animate a flash animation, compose a song... It's like my brain finally agreed with my heart for the 1st time. It's a beautiful feeling.
Aaaaannnd I amuse myself with the cleaning goop sometimes.
My image servers pulled a few dips recently, forcing me to hunt for alternatives. Thankfully the adult image host is still going strong. I don't want to hunt for new image servers again if I can help it, because that would mean I have to relink 300+ worth of art posts. I wonder if I should just use tumblr as my art site. It'll be pass-protected, of course. All these image host issues make me tired =.=
Being on tumblr also got me into the world, just like when I was in DA. Goodness, there are people who still remember me from DA there. They scare me in a way I feel like the past is haunting me haha. I have fear of getting too much attention. The upside is I get to be more 'involved' with people, even though I kinda hate talking to strangers. 3 great artists followed my art, which made me feel even more insecure hahah *buries self in hole of shame*. Isn't it embarrassing to find great masters follow your mediocre art? I feel so scared of posting half-assed work there now haha.
Now I feel so pumped to improve my art. I've sprained my hand yesterday but it'll be a waste of motivation if I stop when I feel so driven. I literally went to bed last night thinking about layer modes of a piece I did in SAI. I want to draw a lot of comics, write a lot of stories, make crafts, make a video, animate a flash animation, compose a song... It's like my brain finally agreed with my heart for the 1st time. It's a beautiful feeling.
Aaaaannnd I amuse myself with the cleaning goop sometimes.