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i hate everyone and everything. julliana's freaking out on me online today and then ten minutes later she doesn't even know what the fuck she's talking about because she's on fucking drugs. and what she was freaking out on me for wasn't even my fault. i told her that she needed to stop following tom and all that because he was getting mad at me now even though IT'S NOT MY FAULT and she's like borderline stalking him. i just feel like everyone's out to get me today and yesterday and im getting punished for everyone else. i feel like nobody gives a shit anymore because they're all wrapped up in their own stuff and they don't even realize they're wrapping me up with them and i have to deal with everyone else's problems. that's how it's always been and probably always will be and i just wish that i could for once have my own life.