Nov 20, 2009 21:42
I don´t know what is happening, but I AM NOT DEPRESSED. After 15 years of my life spent in a dark hole, I think maybe, just maybe this time I can come out for good. Maybe I just wasn´t ready before, but I am so very happy that I am now. I know that I am ready. I know that my life can begin. It already has.
Nothing has changed. I don´t suddenly have a huge group of friends and people who love me, I don´t suddenly have a busy schedule full of fun things with fun people. My problems, faults, and issues haven´t disappeared. But I think that my perspective has. I´m learning more each day about how to go with the flow and not to fight so damn hard against what is.
life,
depression