feeling kind of shitty

[divinebbypny]

hey guys,
i feel so bad right now

for one i can't sleep
for two, i barely can talk...i lost my voice and every time i try to talk my throat starts hurting again and the whole process starts all over again, you know the scratchy throat

second of all, it's 1:04 am, and i feel a little bit lonely and vulnerable

right now.....i think i just need a hug

this week has been a very bad week for me

i think i bombed a test, and my grades aren't lookin' up as they should be

oh please, i pray that my life gets better

or maybe ..... that my health gets better

it seems as if this time that i'm sick, i am learning a lot from different people

i also am very vulernable right now.... i feel like i need a little love, a hug would do for me

that's all

man....

but

i don't even get that from people

heh

*sigh*

sometimes i don't know what direction my life is going in anymore

i have a ultimate goal but the road to success isn't always as smooth as I want it to be

oh, someone comfort my hurt soul

i can't take this anymore