Not just my imagination working over-time.
its hard for me to write about something that i myself am so unsure of. Its hard to put down what doesnt make sense if you can't even ask the right questions. But what i do know was that before i even knew he existed its not like i was perfectly fine, but i was doing okay without him. Then i met him and i was determined.. now everytime i'm with him i can't stop laughing and my day is just alot brighter. I dont think its love, i know its not lust, but its something more. the worst part is.. every week that goes by is a week less that i have with him. He is going to leave soon enough & i don't think i can keep him. I hope that maybe i am enough to make him stay.. but i dont think anything is. I will cry if he leaves. I dont know.. i always used to say "words are all we have"... but now that i know him, i know that we have so much more.
went to school today- that was alright. Jozef & Matej told me that they saw a movie yesterday with a girl that looked identical to me... then they told me it was a porn. cool guys.. thanks! haha. after school Miki came over and we worked on the E.S. project. of course we didn't finish but whatever. it was fun. bleghh am i the only person that has school tomorrow?!
- reena