Dec 27, 2003 17:16
the last few days have been really hard. im trying to keep faith. and im trying to listen to my friend when they tell me to keep positive, in between wiping away my tears. and the weird thing is.. ive been praying. like seriously praying to god to let me know things are okay. and i hate this. but i just know i have to keep faith..in god, in myself, in him..in everything. and i know things will be okay. Im a survivor. ive learned this. im strong, even though i like to think im weak. and im not a quitter. ive been through worse shit than this. and i know i will get through it.
PS~hey everyone reading.. please pray for me!!!!