Mar 20, 2009 10:02
I feel this week like there's some sort of karmic repercussions affecting me. It's made me paranoid. Basically I've tried to do the right things and live the right life, but this week has been the week from hell. I won't go into everything, this isn't a rant post, but everything from my drivers license falling into a sewer grate, to ordering drive thru and having the drink spill down the sleeve of my jacket as they hand it to me. My car broke down in the middle of Bayview Avenue in rush hour, and that's just the small stuff.
So now I'm thinking about what I might have done before this point that would lead to my life being this way. For those of you who believe in karma, do you think this kind of self-analytical method actually works? Does this sound like I'm getting karmic payback? Any suggestions on how to turn the tide, because I'm seriously freaking out. I mean, it's not like I killed someone, or crushed someone's spirit. I've tried to do everything I can here.
The strangest part is even the good things, the things I was excited about doing this week, have found a way to backfire.
FML,
Brad