Dec 24, 2004 21:44
it's one of those moments
where you feel lost
where you wonder why you feel so empty
where you wonder where she is
it's one of those moments
when you feel lonely
even though your friends are there
still feeling so empty
wondering if you lost your chance
it's one of those moments
i feel like crying and i don't know why
but i can't cry without a reason
so now my emotions are fighting themselves
logic keeps the depression under control
but depression keeps that faint crying feeling
just barely there
and i wait for it to fade away
felt this so many times before
never let it completely control me
can't start now
won't start now
it's not so bad
just confusing
so why do i feel that faint crying?
it's because i miss what i don't have
maybe i did lose my chance
or maybe my chance has yet to reveal itself
it'll fade away
after all,
it's just one of those moments