Gano'n Ba Talagang Kalamig Do'n?
"Gano'n ba talagang kalamig do'n, at hanggang dito "NANLALAMIG" ka yata?" :( Seems like what I was afraid to happen already did! Nawala na yata 'yung passion… or am I just being too paranoid? Paalis pa lang siya, may kutob na'kong magkakaganito, simply because may tendency rin akong maging gano'n sometimes… what I mean with "gano'n" is the experience of having a sudden change of feelings towards someone right after a very wonderful experience with other people… pwedeng mawala, pwede rin namang mas tumindi.
In his case, the sad part is… parang nawala 'yung dating passion. :( Well, I asked the Lord for it --> the sign that will show me if our current status will bring us to something more than platonic friendship. And I guess the Lord already gave His answer, and it's a very clear NO! Sabi ko naman sa letter, whatever happens after "that", I'll accept it 'coz I know that everything is part of God's perfect plan for us… nabanggit ko 'yon, kasi nga may nafi-feel na'ko.
Nakakainis! Sabi ko naman kasi sa sarili ko, 'di ako magpapahulog sa panibago na namang mga patibong e. But the roads are so clear that it's very impossible for me to see the traps… so I thought there are no risky traps… I thought it's gonna be a smooth way out of this… e nakalimutan kong advanced na nga pala ang technology natin ngayon. Maybe there was an invisible trap all along, I just wasn't able to see it, because I was too busy walking with him. How stupid of you AGAIN, Nikki!!! Hindi ka na nadala!
Wala s'yang kasalanan, alam ko! Lagi naman e! Minsan, feeling ko lugi ako, kasi everytime they see us together or doing sweet things for each other, ang iniisip nila, ako na naman ang nafo-fall… at s'ya, wala lang… I hear the same old lines from others na, "Ganyan lang talaga 'yan sa lahat ng babae"… But what they don't see are the things that happen beyond what their two eyes can see. Pero s'yempre, 'di naman ako feeling at assuming, kaya I don't tell anything to others… ayoko ikuwento lahat, kasi baka lumabas pa 'kong another "Kate" or "VS" in the making, who makes a big deal out of every little issue. Mabuti nang itago ko na lang at obserbahan ko mag-isa, at 'pag sigurado na'ko, tsaka ko na ilabas. So to my friends who think that I don't trust you enough for me to tell you everything, I'm sorry… ayoko lang maging feeling at assuming. I'm just waiting for the right time to tell you guys… I'm sure you do understand…and I wanna thank you for that!
In his case, the sad part is… parang nawala 'yung dating passion. :( Well, I asked the Lord for it --> the sign that will show me if our current status will bring us to something more than platonic friendship. And I guess the Lord already gave His answer, and it's a very clear NO! Sabi ko naman sa letter, whatever happens after "that", I'll accept it 'coz I know that everything is part of God's perfect plan for us… nabanggit ko 'yon, kasi nga may nafi-feel na'ko.
Nakakainis! Sabi ko naman kasi sa sarili ko, 'di ako magpapahulog sa panibago na namang mga patibong e. But the roads are so clear that it's very impossible for me to see the traps… so I thought there are no risky traps… I thought it's gonna be a smooth way out of this… e nakalimutan kong advanced na nga pala ang technology natin ngayon. Maybe there was an invisible trap all along, I just wasn't able to see it, because I was too busy walking with him. How stupid of you AGAIN, Nikki!!! Hindi ka na nadala!
Wala s'yang kasalanan, alam ko! Lagi naman e! Minsan, feeling ko lugi ako, kasi everytime they see us together or doing sweet things for each other, ang iniisip nila, ako na naman ang nafo-fall… at s'ya, wala lang… I hear the same old lines from others na, "Ganyan lang talaga 'yan sa lahat ng babae"… But what they don't see are the things that happen beyond what their two eyes can see. Pero s'yempre, 'di naman ako feeling at assuming, kaya I don't tell anything to others… ayoko ikuwento lahat, kasi baka lumabas pa 'kong another "Kate" or "VS" in the making, who makes a big deal out of every little issue. Mabuti nang itago ko na lang at obserbahan ko mag-isa, at 'pag sigurado na'ko, tsaka ko na ilabas. So to my friends who think that I don't trust you enough for me to tell you everything, I'm sorry… ayoko lang maging feeling at assuming. I'm just waiting for the right time to tell you guys… I'm sure you do understand…and I wanna thank you for that!