Work sucks
The title says it all. 11pm-8am is a shitty ass shift but all i do is play video games watch tv and movies all night. Can't get much easier than that.
On a side note with the new hours at work there's been a strain on me and angela's relationship. I'm not sure how much longer this relationship is gonna last. >.> Almost 3 years together and it slowly drifting away from me. I dunno what to say and i dunno how i feel. Seems like whenever it gets to that point in my relationships things happen and the slow drift into feeling like the last few years have been a waste is setting in. Do i love her? Of course. There's a few other things besides the new hours at work. Like she gets this thing in her head every couple of months that she says she misses the way a new relationship feels. I think its shes not ready for a long-term relationship even though she's in one atm. I think the real reason though is we haven't really had any advancement in our relationship in a long time. We haven't moved in together yet and there's no drama in our lives. She says its almost like we're best friends more than anything. So i dunno what to do. I'm not letting my emotions get outta wack. Maybe its just a phase (again as always).
On a side note with the new hours at work there's been a strain on me and angela's relationship. I'm not sure how much longer this relationship is gonna last. >.> Almost 3 years together and it slowly drifting away from me. I dunno what to say and i dunno how i feel. Seems like whenever it gets to that point in my relationships things happen and the slow drift into feeling like the last few years have been a waste is setting in. Do i love her? Of course. There's a few other things besides the new hours at work. Like she gets this thing in her head every couple of months that she says she misses the way a new relationship feels. I think its shes not ready for a long-term relationship even though she's in one atm. I think the real reason though is we haven't really had any advancement in our relationship in a long time. We haven't moved in together yet and there's no drama in our lives. She says its almost like we're best friends more than anything. So i dunno what to do. I'm not letting my emotions get outta wack. Maybe its just a phase (again as always).