Let the rants begin
Damn do i have a lot of ranting to do of shit that's been pissin me the fuck off lately, but where to start?
Well my relationship with angela is going down the drain. I really didn't know a relationship was supposed to be full of false hopes, hurt feelings and broke promises. She broke the one promise that meant the most to me. I asked begged and pleaded with her to stop smoking cigarettes and she swear she will but she's made that promise it 4 times and broken it everytime. I'm also really getting sick of the shit i have to put up with from her. I know she's gonna read this figured i might as well say it here just so she knows how much it really bothers me. I also have a tough time saying I love you to her. Well that's cause i don't. Love don't come overnight you know. when she asks me do i love her at all and i say some and she asks how much i hate that as well. You can't measure how much you love somebody. There's no way possible you can do that. On top of it all you gotta give me some time to fall in love with another person. I did just get out of a really long and in the end very hurtful relationship with my ex taren. I'm still hurt and i still occasionally think about. I sometimes almost regret going out with angela as quickly as i did. I guess maybe i was afraid of being alone and without nobody. Who knows maybe things will work out in the end. Maybe she might actually stop smoking. She's doing better in school at least and i'm proud of her about that. Also for some reason i've taken quite the liking to her friend Cecillia. I'm watchin out for her as well. It seems to me she really don't have anybody that cares what she does so i'm gonna see if i can get her back on track. Damn i should become some sort of advisor that helps troubled teens get their lives back on track and make the right decisions. I've been doing this kinda stuff for years and have made an impact for the good in many people's lives. Maybe i could get paid for it too ^_^. LOL
All it seems i ever am anymore is pissed at one thing or another. Work or the latest thing my mom for like the first time in my life. I had to surrender the plates for my car cause of some bullshit insurance issue and my dad don't want his license suspended. So i have no car once again right now til i get the title for it in the mail. Fuckin DMV take forever to do that kinda shit.
Another thing bothering me is that everyone thinks i'm a real asshole. Heh what else is new really. Just because i try to help someone do something good that her friends don't approve of it just ends up making me a controlling and manipulative asshole to other people. WTF is up with that shit. All you fuckers need to get a fuckin life. Smoking weed, drinkin, and partying all the time is not a life cause in the end you'll have no future and end up living on wellfare and in a trailor park like the trash you are, or my personal favorite option cause it solves the problem, dead cause you have no job and no money to pay your crack dealer for your addiction.
I've also come to realize most people under the age of 18 nowaday who smoke only smoke cause they think they'll fit in. Wait til high school is over people then where will your smoking buddies be. Not around so they just leave your ass hanging and addicted to something that will kill you and make you look like your 50 at the age of 30. I wish cigarettes would just kill people off faster cause obviously they wanna die in the long run so why not have cigarettes kill people off instead of after 40 or 50 years of smoking in 10 years instead. It would be a great form of population control just like war is. Maybe less retards will be around.
Ok i'm done ranting for now that really helped get a lot off my chest. I got more to rant about but maybe i'll save it for later.
Current Mood: Relieved
Current Song: Pulse of the Maggots - Slipknot
Current Question: How many people am i gonna piss off with this rant?
Well my relationship with angela is going down the drain. I really didn't know a relationship was supposed to be full of false hopes, hurt feelings and broke promises. She broke the one promise that meant the most to me. I asked begged and pleaded with her to stop smoking cigarettes and she swear she will but she's made that promise it 4 times and broken it everytime. I'm also really getting sick of the shit i have to put up with from her. I know she's gonna read this figured i might as well say it here just so she knows how much it really bothers me. I also have a tough time saying I love you to her. Well that's cause i don't. Love don't come overnight you know. when she asks me do i love her at all and i say some and she asks how much i hate that as well. You can't measure how much you love somebody. There's no way possible you can do that. On top of it all you gotta give me some time to fall in love with another person. I did just get out of a really long and in the end very hurtful relationship with my ex taren. I'm still hurt and i still occasionally think about. I sometimes almost regret going out with angela as quickly as i did. I guess maybe i was afraid of being alone and without nobody. Who knows maybe things will work out in the end. Maybe she might actually stop smoking. She's doing better in school at least and i'm proud of her about that. Also for some reason i've taken quite the liking to her friend Cecillia. I'm watchin out for her as well. It seems to me she really don't have anybody that cares what she does so i'm gonna see if i can get her back on track. Damn i should become some sort of advisor that helps troubled teens get their lives back on track and make the right decisions. I've been doing this kinda stuff for years and have made an impact for the good in many people's lives. Maybe i could get paid for it too ^_^. LOL
All it seems i ever am anymore is pissed at one thing or another. Work or the latest thing my mom for like the first time in my life. I had to surrender the plates for my car cause of some bullshit insurance issue and my dad don't want his license suspended. So i have no car once again right now til i get the title for it in the mail. Fuckin DMV take forever to do that kinda shit.
Another thing bothering me is that everyone thinks i'm a real asshole. Heh what else is new really. Just because i try to help someone do something good that her friends don't approve of it just ends up making me a controlling and manipulative asshole to other people. WTF is up with that shit. All you fuckers need to get a fuckin life. Smoking weed, drinkin, and partying all the time is not a life cause in the end you'll have no future and end up living on wellfare and in a trailor park like the trash you are, or my personal favorite option cause it solves the problem, dead cause you have no job and no money to pay your crack dealer for your addiction.
I've also come to realize most people under the age of 18 nowaday who smoke only smoke cause they think they'll fit in. Wait til high school is over people then where will your smoking buddies be. Not around so they just leave your ass hanging and addicted to something that will kill you and make you look like your 50 at the age of 30. I wish cigarettes would just kill people off faster cause obviously they wanna die in the long run so why not have cigarettes kill people off instead of after 40 or 50 years of smoking in 10 years instead. It would be a great form of population control just like war is. Maybe less retards will be around.
Ok i'm done ranting for now that really helped get a lot off my chest. I got more to rant about but maybe i'll save it for later.
Current Mood: Relieved
Current Song: Pulse of the Maggots - Slipknot
Current Question: How many people am i gonna piss off with this rant?