heres to.. random text messaging.
1Watching someone type in the LJ is like watching the pages of a story about someones life unfold. I know its kind of strange in some senses, but think about it. This is what goes on in there heads, what you see written here. This was once a mere thought in the mind of whomevers writing you a reading.
Its fascinating.
At times, it seems I get caught in this drift. It carries me to these extremes I've never had to face in my life. In the past 2 monthes, I've never experienced emotions such as today. I was thinking all day. But the strange part. I wasn't thinking about anything.
I finally pushed myself into a depression funk.
On one of the best days of my life, I had to spend the time playing catch trying to think about anything other than nothing. And, as dumb as it may sound, its complicated.
I truely feel like I've let so many people down. and I'm sorry
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