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you meet people, you see how they act, you accept them, and pray to god they except you. How crazy is that? I met some of the most lively people yesterday. they were a lot of fun. so I thought I'd just say something alongs the terms of, thanks for excepting me.
I guess everyone thinks a certain someone likes me. I'm not gonna say names, (I never say names), but I don't believe it. I think it might be the fact that I don't want to believe it or else I just know it isn't true.
I don't know what to think about people anymore, the sucky thing about growing up, is people change. Change isn't always a bad thing, but man when you change so much as to hurt people in your new ways, I just don't think thats right. sometimes you just need that person the way they were before and not how they are now. Its crazy how it all works. but I don't think I've changed, unless I have and no one has told me. and I'm sorry if I have changed and I've hurt anyone of you. I am truely sorry.
Liking people is mucho overrated. frankly, I stopped believing in love. well I did for a while. but you jsut can't stop. its always there, always on the prowl, and when it finds the right person for you. Bam. it attacks. I don't want it to attack. I like being safe, and in my opinion being in love isn't safe. not in this day and age. people think there in love with someone and they get screwed over. they get pregnant and left. they get married and divorced. they finally say they love someone to their face and mean and get spit on. I do not want that kind of pain in my life. Not even the risk. I'm too scared. the worlds to crazy.
anyways, on a lighter note. I go to Toronto next weekend. YaY!! it outta be fun. I've already had some of my sweet silent revenge in this whole case of this mess I'm in. (again I'm not sayin any names). I just hope I get my mind cleared before the trip so I can thoroughly enjoy it.
my final blurb. question.
would you take the chance with a person you thought it would work? would you just wait to see if it happeneD?
thats all. obviously from above ^^ I need some advice.
I guess everyone thinks a certain someone likes me. I'm not gonna say names, (I never say names), but I don't believe it. I think it might be the fact that I don't want to believe it or else I just know it isn't true.
I don't know what to think about people anymore, the sucky thing about growing up, is people change. Change isn't always a bad thing, but man when you change so much as to hurt people in your new ways, I just don't think thats right. sometimes you just need that person the way they were before and not how they are now. Its crazy how it all works. but I don't think I've changed, unless I have and no one has told me. and I'm sorry if I have changed and I've hurt anyone of you. I am truely sorry.
Liking people is mucho overrated. frankly, I stopped believing in love. well I did for a while. but you jsut can't stop. its always there, always on the prowl, and when it finds the right person for you. Bam. it attacks. I don't want it to attack. I like being safe, and in my opinion being in love isn't safe. not in this day and age. people think there in love with someone and they get screwed over. they get pregnant and left. they get married and divorced. they finally say they love someone to their face and mean and get spit on. I do not want that kind of pain in my life. Not even the risk. I'm too scared. the worlds to crazy.
anyways, on a lighter note. I go to Toronto next weekend. YaY!! it outta be fun. I've already had some of my sweet silent revenge in this whole case of this mess I'm in. (again I'm not sayin any names). I just hope I get my mind cleared before the trip so I can thoroughly enjoy it.
my final blurb. question.
would you take the chance with a person you thought it would work? would you just wait to see if it happeneD?
thats all. obviously from above ^^ I need some advice.