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recapping this summer has been all i can do for the past few days
this has been honestly, the most painful of them all.
although there were plenty of good times i feel as if it was all melencholy.
being in love with someone who lives in a different state then you is pretty much an impossible task.
loosing another close freind to suicide is one of the most heartbreaking things you can ever go through, especially when your best friend is scarrred for the rest of her life.
brendan is moving to california, rob will soon follow, as well as jordon and then who knows.
i lost a lot of friends this summer to stupidity and cocaine. i'm glad a friendship can be broken because you need your fix.
i made an effort to try and talk to jake. he came over my house and we talked. but im slowly learning there is NO privacy when you live with 4 other girls.
speaking of, all girls talk shit. i honestly thought i found ones that were not obsessed with other peoples lives. its one thing to be there for a friend but its another to constantly talk to shit.
our group is slowly parting ways and i hate to feel like im caught in the middle. i want to hang out with all of my friends together and it seems that isnt really possible anymore because everyone has some sort of hostility twords eachother. except for me. which leaves me in a sticky spot.
things seem to be getting harder everyday and i am seriosuly second guessing my decision to move out.
i miss my friends. and how they used to be. this always happens in the worst way and i dont want shit to go sour anymore.
this has been honestly, the most painful of them all.
although there were plenty of good times i feel as if it was all melencholy.
being in love with someone who lives in a different state then you is pretty much an impossible task.
loosing another close freind to suicide is one of the most heartbreaking things you can ever go through, especially when your best friend is scarrred for the rest of her life.
brendan is moving to california, rob will soon follow, as well as jordon and then who knows.
i lost a lot of friends this summer to stupidity and cocaine. i'm glad a friendship can be broken because you need your fix.
i made an effort to try and talk to jake. he came over my house and we talked. but im slowly learning there is NO privacy when you live with 4 other girls.
speaking of, all girls talk shit. i honestly thought i found ones that were not obsessed with other peoples lives. its one thing to be there for a friend but its another to constantly talk to shit.
our group is slowly parting ways and i hate to feel like im caught in the middle. i want to hang out with all of my friends together and it seems that isnt really possible anymore because everyone has some sort of hostility twords eachother. except for me. which leaves me in a sticky spot.
things seem to be getting harder everyday and i am seriosuly second guessing my decision to move out.
i miss my friends. and how they used to be. this always happens in the worst way and i dont want shit to go sour anymore.