i want to kiss you on the mouth and tell you i'm your biggest fan
he surprised me and bought me the notebook on dvd
he tells me he can't sleep unless im next to him
and hes leaving in 2 weeks. whyyy
last night i watched the boys paint the house, drank a steel and watched some tv
got to hang with billy before i went there
i miss him and whenever i see him or brendan i just get so sad that i cant hang out with them everyday and with everyone like we used to
i hate this akwardness
i hate how certain people are preventing me from hanging out with my best friends
ive never been a person to burn bridges but it seems thats all that has been happening in my life as of lately
i miss how things were
i love my new friends more than the world but they are not my old friends.
i know billy and brendan will always be by my side but it just sucks that i cant hang out with everyone. i hate situations.
i hate new jersey.
i hate immature boys.
i hate estee lauder.
i cant wait till i get this freakin house already.
we get to start looking june 15th. scarey!!
the party was fun i dont know where i was the entire time i was just like roaming around talking to random people. but i'm pretty sure i had a good time.
umm i cant remember anything else i did this week i pretty much hung out at 69 jeff everyday the past like 2 weeks.
he tells me he can't sleep unless im next to him
and hes leaving in 2 weeks. whyyy
last night i watched the boys paint the house, drank a steel and watched some tv
got to hang with billy before i went there
i miss him and whenever i see him or brendan i just get so sad that i cant hang out with them everyday and with everyone like we used to
i hate this akwardness
i hate how certain people are preventing me from hanging out with my best friends
ive never been a person to burn bridges but it seems thats all that has been happening in my life as of lately
i miss how things were
i love my new friends more than the world but they are not my old friends.
i know billy and brendan will always be by my side but it just sucks that i cant hang out with everyone. i hate situations.
i hate new jersey.
i hate immature boys.
i hate estee lauder.
i cant wait till i get this freakin house already.
we get to start looking june 15th. scarey!!
the party was fun i dont know where i was the entire time i was just like roaming around talking to random people. but i'm pretty sure i had a good time.
umm i cant remember anything else i did this week i pretty much hung out at 69 jeff everyday the past like 2 weeks.