Apr 22, 2005 17:02
found out more lies jake told me. i dont think we will be talking in the future. i am infuriated. i really dont think i have ever been this angry in my life.
anyway, yesterday was pretty ok. i had jazz then went to kts with hq then we got tbell dropped off and picked up some cars and headed over to tk's to pregame with linds j dad and tk. went to the show around 8 compeletely shitfaced. saw jon zanghi!! which was weird but i was drunk saw joe saw danny saw joey and lots of other random people i love. tk fed me and hq drinks the whole time which was fantastic. left and went back to tk's bonded with j for hours upon hours about life love significant others and things of that sort. it felt good to vent and i feel that j understands and know a lot more than i do about the situation. which kinda sucks but at least i have a better idea of what is going on now. ugh.
anyway i drank more at tks for some weird reason and ended up passing out on the couch kellen usually passes out on. i didnt see brian till the next morning cause he got home late. not like he would want to see me anyway.
tk forgot to wake up/wake me up for school so i ditched the first 3 classes and went to the diner with him and j. then headed home got changed and went to class. now im at work and i have a hangover ugh.
Tonight i might take a small nap get a couple bottles of wine and head over to kt's for the diner party which should be fun we had a great time last diner party. skirts booze pasta and laughing i cant beleive i actually found a group of girls that i like every single one of them. its prety great. anyway i have to wake up super early tomorrow tho because i need to get my oil changed then tomorrow night tk is having a party. i hope it doesnt bring me down, i really need to have a good time this weekend. i have been completely stressed to no end this past couple of weeks. i feel like im never going to get out of this.
too much too soon.
i miss kristin.
where is my period?