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its snowing and i dont really mind
im at work and even tho i hate this place i really need the money
alot of things have been changing around me recently
im moving out in august into a house with kt tina jo and jo's sister.. this is what i really need
and i dont have to pay for it :)
things with him have been quite blurry lately all we seem to do is argue because hes sad and wants to get back together
he needs to understand that i didnt do this to us and i need time to sort everything in my life out before i just go running back to him.. which i dont see happening anytime soon
the situation literaly makes me sick
i miss him every single day and night but i dont want to give in to him
what he did to me is something that i can't just forget and move on from
ive never felt so betrayed from someone who i cared so much about
i dont see our status of not being together changing anytime soon
i want to be 20 and live my life and learn who i am without him before i can say anything definate.
im still not talking to kerri because frankly as much as she thinks she is right in this situation she really did fuck me over a lot and hurt my feelings. too busy for marisa.
i havent been to the studio in months
im going to visit tomas soon i know i alwasy say that but i really am. i miss him and christy and joey and chach soo much, at the same time, they dont exactly make a huge effort either.
this past weekend was pretty good
friday i had one of the best nights i have had in a very long time. the 80's dance party was incredible i love my friends from school. And i really loved every bit of that night.
saturday/sunday/monday- i honestly dont even rememeber what i did but im sure it wasnt that bad. i saw dan conklin and went to dannys a couple of times. hung out with meggie which was cool. watched napoleon with some amazing people during the snowstorm.
i think it was tuesday that i went to mandy's to meet madison (her puppy) i stepped in her poo and she bit me 8439850 times but i still love her. i want one of my own. maybe when i move out!
i hope this weekend is good.
im at work and even tho i hate this place i really need the money
alot of things have been changing around me recently
im moving out in august into a house with kt tina jo and jo's sister.. this is what i really need
and i dont have to pay for it :)
things with him have been quite blurry lately all we seem to do is argue because hes sad and wants to get back together
he needs to understand that i didnt do this to us and i need time to sort everything in my life out before i just go running back to him.. which i dont see happening anytime soon
the situation literaly makes me sick
i miss him every single day and night but i dont want to give in to him
what he did to me is something that i can't just forget and move on from
ive never felt so betrayed from someone who i cared so much about
i dont see our status of not being together changing anytime soon
i want to be 20 and live my life and learn who i am without him before i can say anything definate.
im still not talking to kerri because frankly as much as she thinks she is right in this situation she really did fuck me over a lot and hurt my feelings. too busy for marisa.
i havent been to the studio in months
im going to visit tomas soon i know i alwasy say that but i really am. i miss him and christy and joey and chach soo much, at the same time, they dont exactly make a huge effort either.
this past weekend was pretty good
friday i had one of the best nights i have had in a very long time. the 80's dance party was incredible i love my friends from school. And i really loved every bit of that night.
saturday/sunday/monday- i honestly dont even rememeber what i did but im sure it wasnt that bad. i saw dan conklin and went to dannys a couple of times. hung out with meggie which was cool. watched napoleon with some amazing people during the snowstorm.
i think it was tuesday that i went to mandy's to meet madison (her puppy) i stepped in her poo and she bit me 8439850 times but i still love her. i want one of my own. maybe when i move out!
i hope this weekend is good.