Oct 19, 2008 23:46
At any rate, I had all these wonderful and dreamy things to say last night, they were really really great, really. but of course, i was using my phone because i don't have internet at the house (unless i'm on the patio stealing it from the neighbors). and see, i have really fat fingers which doesn't make it easy to type on a phone and i deleted my entry. it kind of sucks, because it was really insightful, i think. i was talking about dreams, and moving, and things i'm scared of, it was really nice. damn my fat fucking fingers!
anyway, i just recently got back from my first REAL vacation in over six years, and it was really nice. i went out to california, to visit my friends, ian and paige, with whom i went to high school. it was a really nice time. i have to say, it was probably the first time i was happy in two years. that's kind of ridiculous to say, but man, i've had a rough couple of years in the good ole' scp. i wish that i could elaborate, but i am a paranoid, paranoid person and i wouldn't want anything like my misery come back and bite me in the ass. it has once, after all.
i really fucking love happy music, scarygoround.com, and kittens.