Dec 15, 2004 18:56
Well, I talked to the guy and everythings cool even though he doesn't like me the same way back but he still cares about me a lot and I'm just glad I still have him as a close friend. Some guys would go all weird and avoid you but this guyz different. I figure now we can only become better friends and if I can't date him, the next best thing is to have him just like an older brother which be totally awesome cause he would make such a cool big brother.
I pray, though, that either 1) i will stop liking him soon or 2) he will start liking me in the same way back. I just hope though they don't happen at the same time. That would suck butt, BIGTIME!
We both seem to be happier people as the week goes on. Monday was awful but each day seems a little bit better for the both of us. I'm a little happier and he seems better considering he actually slept last night which I was quite relieved to hear.
Mary, on the other hand, still maintains her belief that we will eventually end up dating. I'd love to believe her but I'm not gonna get my hopes up again now that I'm half way happy now.