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For the past like 2 days I have been so frustrated. Talking to you tonight made me want to hit you because you just don't even care anymore, and I'm not going to spend all of my time and effort trying to make something work that you don't care about. I don't even know what to think now, because it doesn't seem like you even want to be friends. Our conversations are like 2 words back and forth to each other and it's so frustrating. How can you not talk about this? It just drives me crazy and I've tried to talk to you, but you're afraid you're going to get too angry. And you know what? You are- but that doesn't mean you should avoid it all together because it'll make it ten times worse. So I've decided to just stop putting in any effort and wait until you think you're ready. I'm sick of being up until at least 2am crying because you won't talk to me.
Other than that, vacation hasn't been too bad since I got to work every day. I got 40 hours in which is awesome since my housing deposit is due sometime next week and that's like $200. When I get out of work though I'm really bored, and that's when I wish I was at school... but at the same time I don't.
Spanglish comes out on Tuesday. And Ocean's Twelve comes out the Tuesday after that. I'm going to get them both, assuming I still have the money to do so.
Mitch Hedburg died. How sad is that? And to think that we just saw him a little while ago... :(
It's my mom's birthday today. She gets pissed when we play a joke on her though, for that reason. So not fair.
[Coming out of my cage,
And I've been doin' just fine,
Gotta gotta be down,
Because I want it all.
It started out with a kiss,
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss,
It was only a kiss.]