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[divawhinaynay]

so its been forever since ive posted. but basically i think its boring to hear "ya so i went out got drunk blah blah blah" because its really not all i do but thats the interesting stuff lol. but ya u hafto be there i guess anyways. but ya ive just been kinda down lately. i had no money (just got some today finally) so i coudlnt buy food, midterms for classes i dont go to, midterms for classes i do go to, etc etc. Then theres men. Fuckem. As you all know me and Jake have been together or over 2 years. We've been "broken up" but still basically together. we dont get along any more we fight all the time. he accuses me of being some kinda whore if he doesnt know where i am every second of the day. so basically we fight, i hang up or leave, tell him i dont want to talk to him anymore, and he doesnt call. its always me going back to him or calling him back. so i need to really be strong and not do that anymore because i only am hurting myself. nothings guna get better. he cant even admit hes changed into an asshole.

Spring Break i come home thurs nite or fri. yay i can not wait. im laying out every freaking day. woo! have a good weekend everyone. i really wana just go to the movies tonight but im going out for my Bigs 21st bday. im sleepy peace out