Calming influences
I wanted to thank all of you who left me such supporting comments after my last meltdown; it really means a lot to me. I hope to not have such a breakdown again...but in fact, this whole week has been nothing but a stressful headache. We've been super busy at work, which is out of the ordinary, and I've been vacillating between being irritable and being depressed. Luckily, I have made a wonderful friend at work who I've been talking to nearly every night this week, and she helps a lot. But I love all of you so much...you know who you are...
Found out Alex has strep throat today. Mom stayed home with her and she's gonna stay home with her tomorrow too, since her dad can't pick her up this weekend. So I am going to take care of her this weekend and hopefully she'll get better by Monday. She's on antibiotics and her fever just broke a while ago, so this is good.
I'm out of Paxil and I'm scared to death about making it through tomorrow without it. I hate being dependent on this, I hate it...but what other choice do I have?? I guess we'll see...
My other problem...the problem of the negativity left in my life from a certain ex...I still have to work on that. But I am determined to cleanse myself and my life from it, and never worry about it again.
I am tired.
Found out Alex has strep throat today. Mom stayed home with her and she's gonna stay home with her tomorrow too, since her dad can't pick her up this weekend. So I am going to take care of her this weekend and hopefully she'll get better by Monday. She's on antibiotics and her fever just broke a while ago, so this is good.
I'm out of Paxil and I'm scared to death about making it through tomorrow without it. I hate being dependent on this, I hate it...but what other choice do I have?? I guess we'll see...
My other problem...the problem of the negativity left in my life from a certain ex...I still have to work on that. But I am determined to cleanse myself and my life from it, and never worry about it again.
I am tired.