Hm..
Home and I dunno weither I'm happy to be home or not..I dont think I am..No Im not..Todays Rachels Birthday! (Happy Birthday!) ..Tomarrow is school and I am not ready to go back maybe I am i dunno..I am probably right now the most confused I've ever been in my whole life..but not the good confused when you have two things that ur trying to decide between the bad confused..I cant explain it but I dont feel good..Theres alot of things I dont like about myself and alot of little inner wars that are going off in my brain right now..Im really at a place in my life right now that I dont really have any optimisim..and I dunno weither this is like a mood phase and I've come out of it but for some reason I feel like this 'mood phase' is going to take time..Im not really happy right now (and it may be because of the depressing music in the backround) but right now nothings right and i dont want to complain and go on bc i hate that..eh till later