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college is so effing crazy...oh how i wish i could elaborate.
life is so effing crazy, when you think you've got it pretty figured out and you're on the right path, it completely throws you for a loop as if to say "you think you know me. look at how unpredictable i can be." and sometimes that's a good thing, an amazing thing, sometimes it's a bad, really painful thing, and sometimes it's so far away from what you could have foreseen that you just don't know what to think. those are the trickiest because things could go either way and you have to decide what to do about this sudden change, and you don't even know what a good guess is and your head and heart are screaming totally different things at you.
i guess the only thing to do is wait and see how it unfolds and hope that the ride doesn't jerk you around too much, keep your eyes on what's important, and that's living, taking everyday as if it's the last, and enjoying the good, the great, the amazing while it lasts, and getting through the bad as painlessly and quickly and efficiently as possible.
i don't know if i'm making any sense. i guess i'm somewhat of a mess, scared and excited and everything all at the same time. but that's the beauty of life, not knowing what's going to happen...the endless possibilities, closed doors and open windows.
i like open windows.
"this could be your big chance to make up, today will soon be gone, like yesterday is gone, like history is gone. the world keeps spinning on, you're going going gone..life is a day that doesn't last for long."
life is so effing crazy, when you think you've got it pretty figured out and you're on the right path, it completely throws you for a loop as if to say "you think you know me. look at how unpredictable i can be." and sometimes that's a good thing, an amazing thing, sometimes it's a bad, really painful thing, and sometimes it's so far away from what you could have foreseen that you just don't know what to think. those are the trickiest because things could go either way and you have to decide what to do about this sudden change, and you don't even know what a good guess is and your head and heart are screaming totally different things at you.
i guess the only thing to do is wait and see how it unfolds and hope that the ride doesn't jerk you around too much, keep your eyes on what's important, and that's living, taking everyday as if it's the last, and enjoying the good, the great, the amazing while it lasts, and getting through the bad as painlessly and quickly and efficiently as possible.
i don't know if i'm making any sense. i guess i'm somewhat of a mess, scared and excited and everything all at the same time. but that's the beauty of life, not knowing what's going to happen...the endless possibilities, closed doors and open windows.
i like open windows.
"this could be your big chance to make up, today will soon be gone, like yesterday is gone, like history is gone. the world keeps spinning on, you're going going gone..life is a day that doesn't last for long."