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Aug 08, 2003 00:05



Which Silver Screen Siren are you?

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**UGH-she is SOOO UGLY-to me**
So my sons school calls while I was away-just got home last night-and says he needs 1 more shot before he can start school-which is on Monday-how fantastic is that? You would think they would have let me know a little bit earlier....He just had 6 this summer- now I am left with 1 day-tomorrow-to get it done-it has to be in the early morning, as well-we have to go 'meet the teacher'...from 2-3 PM...God...back to reality-I must admit-I really, really enjoyed my time with my Mother-I had a lot of issues with her that I got cleared up-it was painful and we both cried and screamed at each other the first night I was there...under the influence, of course...but that seemed to make things clearer for both of us-I must admit that it was one of the best times I can remember with my Mom-granted...I was straight this time...except for a few cocktails-which really don't do anything for me-and my Mom-she really seems to have her shit together...more so than I can ever remember-it was a really fun time-something we both needed-and my Son-God-she adores him to death! It was so good to see my old friends-to feel the beach sand-to smell the sea...to touch the water-to hold my Mom-I cried as I looked at my Mothers face as it faded away......Who knows when I will see her again....too exhausted to write...that is how much we talked....but I have so much inside-Being a Mom...has really changed my perspective on...My Mom...Who would have thought? How could I ever have words to describe how much I really love my Mother-What would I say to her? How could I ever thank her for being-her-for allowing me to be Me...My son asked me to wipe his tears...I was the one who needed tears wiped...A Mother-there is nothing-Nothing like it-Is this the last time I'll ever see you.....What did you say to her-Am I the only one....I'm not...just not back to the East Coast...You can be free but I will never say Goodbye....lack of sleep.


What's Your Outlook on Life?

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