OMG NOT AGAIN
So remember how I said that I got in an accident and totalled the MAR CAR? Well it happened again!!!!! FUCK!!!!! My new car that I've had about three weeks now is now being held together by string. I will not go into the details of what happened but let me just point out that it was NOT my fault. However, my car looks like shit now, my insurance rates are going to go through the roof, and instead of going up to Keene for a few hours on Saturday I now have to be there from Friday night til Tuesday night. FUCK!!!!! I didn't miss anyone at school except for a few people so I have no catching up to do with people and my classes suck ass and are going to be hard as hell. Please note how this entry is timed at 5 something in the AM. Well I can't sleep either. UUUGGG!!! Stress sucks. And a very close friend now has a very good chance of entering into a relationship very soon and I hate to say it, but I'm slightly jealous. I don't want this person in a romantic way at all, but I am jealous of all the time that the love interest gets to spend with my friend. Not that I would ever deny my friend happiness and the opportunity to be loved, but I wanna be loved too damnit! It also doesn't help that the romantic interest has moved in with us. That's got me peeved. Even though I'm also very good friends with the romantic interest and love hanging with him, but three people in one appartment is too much. I chose to live with only person for a reason...two is just too much to handle. YAY for school starting off on the right foot.
At least I'm not in Keene anymore
At least I'm not in Keene anymore