Happy Days
Time to update all on the fact that I am happy! I noticed all my entries were somewhat blase when it came to that fact so here goes. I have gotten through the past six months without a hitch! Thanks to those who are still beside me and fuck you to those who didn't hang around. I have a great new job at a great resteraunt, and lots of new friends that help me explore how diverse Raleigh really is. I am so glad I am not extremely conservative that I cannot look past some things in life in order to experience others. What people like that miss out on huh? (no offensive to any who consider themselves conservative and open to new ideas) My only issue now is that I want to broaden my circle of friends and its not as easy as it looks. So if anyone out there wants to hang out and be in the Kool Klub (just a joke calm down) please give me a call, text, aim, email etc. I like this whole 'getting out of my element' thing and it has truly made me so much more happy. Come contribut to my income after Jan 16th at Vinnies Steakhouse on Sic Forks. College Students: dont waste your time, its WAY too pricey for us :) Anyways off to eat a great lunch, play with my great dog, take a great nap, and hang out with my great man! Lata!
PS: The best part of now is realizing how much I DONT need anyone else's approval to be A ok with me. i would be fine without it, and that is a beautiful thing. My relationship with Hunter is 100 times better now that neither of us rely on the other for complete and total emotional and self acceptance. While he excites me and loves me, that is not the end all be all of my life and I love that. Crazy random thought but whatever :)
PS: The best part of now is realizing how much I DONT need anyone else's approval to be A ok with me. i would be fine without it, and that is a beautiful thing. My relationship with Hunter is 100 times better now that neither of us rely on the other for complete and total emotional and self acceptance. While he excites me and loves me, that is not the end all be all of my life and I love that. Crazy random thought but whatever :)