Jun 25, 2005 23:07
hey suckers...im on the beeeeaaaaccccchhhhh!!!!!!!!!! and what?!?!?! today i got wet with keandra and monica and man was it fun lol those are two wild and crazy bitches and i adore them so much. lotsa cute kids here, kinda psyched to hang out. but at the same time im also a little hurtished by underhanded comments that i dont understand. sometimes i feel like im being treated like a child, even when its undeserved (because i understand it is at times.) if you have an issue, talk to me. if i dont understand...try to explain...maybe then i would. fuck that man, i dont even know what it is i dont undestand, but i wish someone would talk to me about it instead of just being distant and weird about it. maybe im PMSing? the littlest things have gotten to me lately.
have you ever noticed how people including yours truly include "lol" as punctuation?
i feel like this is a trial seperation. and i hate it. i hate being away. i would give my life for those people and it is just not so much fun to be away from them. and to feel like maybe...just maybe...your purpose has been served and you just arent nessecary anymore.
i miss you all.
need
you
like
water
in
my
lungs
.