May 27, 2005 23:37
standing on the brink of the rest of your life is hard. it makes you want to go back and do things differently, even things you dont dream of regreting. it makes you find the things youve always sought and seek them with newfound intensity, with a vigor and drive you never knew you had in you. and its overwhelming sometimes...being this intense. knowing that everything youve dreamed of for years is on the horizon and just sitting here waiting for it is sad and exciting and the most amazing thing ever. go out and taste the world...its right there waiting for you.
and no...im not high.
thank you maki and schiebs for what you said. it made me feel better. so kisses to you two.