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May 22, 2005 22:26

banquet was fun. won a bunch of awards that meant almost nothing, but still. heres what i have to say about tonight.

1)Luis is currently, and always will be, my favorite freshy.
2)I will miss Cal, Gen, Lauren, Ashley, and a few of the less insane guys.
3)Its nice to party...even with people you dont always like.
and the big one
4)You know who you are. This is insane. And im sorry about that. But if you keep feeding me mixed signals...im never gunna know what to do. I could have sworn you were about to do something...and then Mr. Rose showed up. So the point is...step up to the plate...if theres nothing there, say so. If there is then your a little crazy. Cause im tired of playing the Miss Piggy to your Kermit. Make your intentions known so i can stop chasing you. And while your at it...stop being hot. its pissing me off.

6 days and its all over. give me something to hold on to? anyone?

i wrote a song. lyrics...

things are finally changing
for the better? I cant recall.
Adventures start at 3 AM
and end in rain drenched parks.
so lately i just dont know
if its better to come
or better to go
if i stay a little longer
will the ground beneath me grow or fall?
CHORUS-cause im falling in love with a life that aint mine
in this one that im leading ive fallen behind
and ill try to catch up
and ill make my amends
cause life is beginning and this is the end
and now everything is changing
go on with your life
while i sit here and struggle to not say goodbye
and i wont kiss your lips
and i wont scream your name
and as tears drop
ill pretend that were still the same
cause lately i dont know
if its better to come
or just let go
CHORUS
I have no choice, time is flying past my lips
i have no choice but to let "i love you"s slip
Its been so long since i didnt want to leave
and now i know youre exactly what i need.
CHORUS
(LAY OVER CHORUS) Goodbye to you are the words ill never say
goodbye to you, itll end but not today
goodbye to you. your the best ill ever know.
goodbye to you...and this is the end.
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