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Nov 06, 2004 19:43

ive been a bad, bad girl...
ive been careless with a delicate man.
and its a sad, sad world
when a girl will break a boy
just because she can.
dont you tell me to deny it.
ive done wrong and now i wanna suffer for my sins.
ive come to you cause i need guidance to be true.
but i just dont know where i can begin.
what i need is a good defense
cause im feeling like a criminal.
and i need to be redeemed to the one ive sinned against
cause hes all i ever knew of a love.
heaven help me for the way i am.
save me from these evil deeds before i get them done
i know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
and i keep living this day like the next will never come.
oh help me but dont tell me to deny it.
i gotta cleanse myself of all these lies
till im good enough for him.
ive got a lot to loose and im betting high so im begging you
before it ends just tell me where to begin.

ive been a bad girl and i love it. i bet high, i lost...so fuck it all. why bother? im going to enjoy my life...one fleeting kiss at a time.

SAT's were interesting. after basically accusing me of blowing off my test, the proctor realized that the reason i was sleeping half the time was because im ::gasp:: smart (i know...shocking) and my brain flys through standardized tests. he then apologized for acting like i was some slacker. i told him i get that a lot. its true. had an interesting little mishap in the middle involving a tampon and a near DQ. but hey, it all worked out for the best.

CB was good. i love that show and i love that cast. they make me smile so bad and i love it.

now im home and im going to go curl up in my mommys lap because i feel crummy. you whores.

i dont need permission, make my own decisions...thats my perogative.
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