Why is it that everything is going good in my life.. but the one thing.. the one thing I truly want.. have wanted.. is the one thing that I can't have
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I know I'm basically a stranger, but I'm a stranger who cares about my friends both online and off, and this made me sad.
I've been in that place. It's ugly. It's hard to see anything except that one, giant, horrible gap in your life. And it hurts like someone's shoving a knife between your shoulder blades.
But there's some pretty kick-ass people out there, and a lot of really good things going on in the world, despite what the fucking media says.
When I was in your position, Wint-o-green lifesavers *literally* saved my life. I love those goddamned things, and when I thought about how bleak everything looked and how I wanted to just be done with it all, I would think "damn, but I'll never get another wint-o-green lifesaver". I'd eat one, and things would seem a little better. I'm not even fucking kidding.
So, I hope you can find your "thing", something to keep you going until you find what you're looking for. And like I said, I know I'm almost a complete stranger, but if you ever want to have coffee and tell me more about your life than you can communicate on the internet, let me know.
I've been in that place. It's ugly. It's hard to see anything except that one, giant, horrible gap in your life. And it hurts like someone's shoving a knife between your shoulder blades.
But there's some pretty kick-ass people out there, and a lot of really good things going on in the world, despite what the fucking media says.
When I was in your position, Wint-o-green lifesavers *literally* saved my life. I love those goddamned things, and when I thought about how bleak everything looked and how I wanted to just be done with it all, I would think "damn, but I'll never get another wint-o-green lifesaver". I'd eat one, and things would seem a little better. I'm not even fucking kidding.
So, I hope you can find your "thing", something to keep you going until you find what you're looking for. And like I said, I know I'm almost a complete stranger, but if you ever want to have coffee and tell me more about your life than you can communicate on the internet, let me know.
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