May 19, 2003 12:53
I am considering going outside to lay in my yard...
It is beautiful... warm and sunny - MmmMmMMm...
I have just felt like poop the last couple days... it's awful!
I need to move out of this house.
I have no inspiration to do anything - at all.
I almost hate boys... we're getting increasingly close - somebody better prove to me soon that they're not all assholes.
I feel soo lazy and tired...
I want Ben to come home :(
I thought that I would have been out of my seasonal slump by now... the weather is getting nicer - let's hope...
I need to clean my room in the worst way - and Lemmiwinks cage. EeeEEEEw...
Debating whether or not to ever call Jason again... probably not...
Maybe I'll perk up a little bit later on.