Man, time...

Sep 28, 2008 15:47

So as I sit here, recuperating from a lovely weekend (as usual), I feel compelled to document this feeling on LJ:

I'm HAPPY.

Like, content, fullfilled, naturally happy. And it's not because of someone else, some false high, but because of me. I'm actually ok with who I am, where I'm going, and my ability to get there.

My apartment may be a little small, my savings are dwindling and I need to find a job, but my life... is good (=

I'm only in 4 classes, 2 of which are choirs (yay Vocal Jazz!!) and I actually have free time!! I have the most wonderful people in my life and I could not be more blessed. I get to listen to music and take my morning and afternoon walk from home to classes (prob 1 1/2+ miles a day), talk with great friends, make lovely music with wonderful people, and come home. I've spent more time with SAI sisters and close friends than I ever have, and more time with myself as well. I'm working hard in classes and reading my books every Tuesday and Thursday. Sounds boring? Not in the slightest!! lol

I have to say, I have been getting a little lonely, this being the longest period of time I've gone being single since, like, end of Freshman year of college... but I'm actually loving myself for once, and that MORE than makes up for a lack of a warm body in my bed. And I love my wifey!!! We all went out for mexican food on Friday and I looked around at the wonderful friends at the table and I smiled and laughed- truly laughed- and they noticed. I hadn't realized how different I've become the past 2 years and it's starting to feel like I'm welcoming back an old friend, my healthy happy self.

AND I've actually gotten closer with Emily. She's truly a close and endearing friend and I could not have gotten through my emotional-rollercoaster summer without her. Or Justine, Goitz, Michael, my family, and the amazing people at GSU.

I'm HAPPY!! And I'm marking this journal to remind myself that I can be truly content with who I am and where I am. I look forward to the future AND the present. Thank you G-d for blessing me with such great opportunities (=
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