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yeah im also gonna continue using this journal. my other one isnt up yet.. its not fixed and stuff. but its ok.. alyssa's workin on it! LOVE YOU ALYSSA!!! yeah i am listening to * We Belong Together * by mariah carey. geez, i truly love this song. and i agree with everyone else who has put it in their live journal in the past week. lol. but im sorry.. i think morgan had it in her lj, and i am soo sorry bout what happened. it was beyond low, you deserve the best. awh. yeah and today was fun i guess.. along with weird lol. yeah i was home alone this morning, took a shower, etc.. then courtney and alyssa came over.. and we hung out.. and walked to arby's * tradition * lol. yeah and courtney choked on the jamocha shake this time, instead of alyssa hahaha. its my turn next time. LOL. bummer.. yeah then we were walking and a flipping huge beetle landed on courtney haha. and it was funny.. but she FLIPPED out. HAHA.. its ok we still love ya courts. and yeah.. they courtney went over to her friend ashley's, and alyssa and i tanned outside fer a bit, then she left to go to the school play.. i wonder how that went... CUZ SHES NOT PICKIN UP HER PHONE.lol ok yeah haha wonder if they fell asleep. and uhh i ate dinner, then went outside.. and hung with garrett and devin fer an hour er so. fun fun. i lvoe those kids so much. and uhh talked to kerri and macy for like EVER, on macy's cellular. it was great.. but i feel bad for those chicks. but its ok;.. and now im talkin to nikki and josh, and wishing that alyssa would ANSWER her flippin phone. ..grr... and my right eye.. is like closing.. without my permission.. and im STILL listening to mariah carey.. i dunno what it is.. this song makes me peaceful.. its nice. and i am friends again with one of my friends, u know who u are, and im soo happy bout that. lol. and allison's feelin better, that makes me SOOO overjoyed. woot woot. im reallly.. i dunno..
i just feel weird, like im inbetween a state of confusion and a state of peace. it doesnt really make sense. some things in my life make sense, some dont, and some are just going so unbelievably wrong. but i dunno.. i dont even know what i want to talk about. certain friends and i are going good, and some arent. and my parents and i arent getting along all that great. nothing i do anymore is ever good enough for them. its making me sad. and i have a ton of my friends, and my best friends. but yet.. i feel like i dont have anyone to talk to.. its soo weird. and i just NEED to cry.. for some reason or another. dont ask. and im starting to miss all my old friends from either syring or morrish. i am SOOO excited for creek, its not even funnnny. yeah but i dunno whats wrong with me, maybe its partially.. that i miss havin someone.. like my old boyfriend... to talk to everything too.. ya know.. i never really thought about that.. but maybe it is... well is so.. then that sux, and i am soo sorry for everyone who lost their boyfriend some way or another.. i know its not cool.
we'll i feel like im just talkin nonsense.. sso im gonna go, ttyl love everyone
<3333 kelsey marie
yeah im also gonna continue using this journal. my other one isnt up yet.. its not fixed and stuff. but its ok.. alyssa's workin on it! LOVE YOU ALYSSA!!! yeah i am listening to * We Belong Together * by mariah carey. geez, i truly love this song. and i agree with everyone else who has put it in their live journal in the past week. lol. but im sorry.. i think morgan had it in her lj, and i am soo sorry bout what happened. it was beyond low, you deserve the best. awh. yeah and today was fun i guess.. along with weird lol. yeah i was home alone this morning, took a shower, etc.. then courtney and alyssa came over.. and we hung out.. and walked to arby's * tradition * lol. yeah and courtney choked on the jamocha shake this time, instead of alyssa hahaha. its my turn next time. LOL. bummer.. yeah then we were walking and a flipping huge beetle landed on courtney haha. and it was funny.. but she FLIPPED out. HAHA.. its ok we still love ya courts. and yeah.. they courtney went over to her friend ashley's, and alyssa and i tanned outside fer a bit, then she left to go to the school play.. i wonder how that went... CUZ SHES NOT PICKIN UP HER PHONE.lol ok yeah haha wonder if they fell asleep. and uhh i ate dinner, then went outside.. and hung with garrett and devin fer an hour er so. fun fun. i lvoe those kids so much. and uhh talked to kerri and macy for like EVER, on macy's cellular. it was great.. but i feel bad for those chicks. but its ok;.. and now im talkin to nikki and josh, and wishing that alyssa would ANSWER her flippin phone. ..grr... and my right eye.. is like closing.. without my permission.. and im STILL listening to mariah carey.. i dunno what it is.. this song makes me peaceful.. its nice. and i am friends again with one of my friends, u know who u are, and im soo happy bout that. lol. and allison's feelin better, that makes me SOOO overjoyed. woot woot. im reallly.. i dunno..
i just feel weird, like im inbetween a state of confusion and a state of peace. it doesnt really make sense. some things in my life make sense, some dont, and some are just going so unbelievably wrong. but i dunno.. i dont even know what i want to talk about. certain friends and i are going good, and some arent. and my parents and i arent getting along all that great. nothing i do anymore is ever good enough for them. its making me sad. and i have a ton of my friends, and my best friends. but yet.. i feel like i dont have anyone to talk to.. its soo weird. and i just NEED to cry.. for some reason or another. dont ask. and im starting to miss all my old friends from either syring or morrish. i am SOOO excited for creek, its not even funnnny. yeah but i dunno whats wrong with me, maybe its partially.. that i miss havin someone.. like my old boyfriend... to talk to everything too.. ya know.. i never really thought about that.. but maybe it is... well is so.. then that sux, and i am soo sorry for everyone who lost their boyfriend some way or another.. i know its not cool.
we'll i feel like im just talkin nonsense.. sso im gonna go, ttyl love everyone
<3333 kelsey marie