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i had an okay day. nichole, tasha and i went to carlos and had a drink and then i did nichole's hair and it was BEAUTIFUL. her hair is gorgeous anyway, but i made it soooo pretty. i sometimes get too excited about hair, but i love it. i can't help it. i feel lucky that i found a job where i can make money and love what i do. that is a blessing. i made a conscious decision today to completely get rid of any memory of dave from my brain. i have chosen to cut ties with him all together. it is only hurtful to me. i shut his phone off today and it has made me much happier. now i know i won't get a call from him and he won't hurt me anymore. that's all he wants to do anyway. i am feeling much better with the decision i have made about dave and ending the whole thing. i know it is for the best and i just have to forget the past year and a half. i hate him. i FUCKING hate him.