May 28, 2006 01:59
Anna-Farris was right..its about the 18th hole make ups,or in my case the drive around until 2 o'clock make ups, and everything that comes with them. I heard alot of things tonight..things I didnt want to hear, and things I needed to hear, none the less things were brought up. Im not complaining though. The tears, the words, the "things" that came about were all in good intentions..and I do feel somewhat better about the whole thing...
somewhat...
These really have been the best 11 months of my life. Not always the happiest, but seriously the best. I think Ive grown up alot and Ive learned even more..has this made me a better person? You can decide that for yourself, But as for me I feel as though a great burden has been lifted from my chest, yet at the same time my heart still weighs a trillion bazillion pounds. ((Sighs))
Its not fixed completely but its better.maybe.we will see.
goodnight all..I love you!
-keepin on keepin on-
Deuel