Spring Break is basically over.....
My break is gone... and i feel like i didnt do anything productive like i planned. I was gonna get all caught up on Macgamut and that didnt happen, i havent finished my defensive driving, i havent practiced my song that much that im singing on Monday, and i still havent made a chance to see all my friends. Where did the time go?
Next week is going to be such a crazy crammed week of Opera. UGH I mean im looking forward to getting this thing pulled together, but i feel like i have bogged myself over with too much shit to do. All i ask is that somehow i pull out with good grades- and then summer you will be so sweet.
Speaking of summer i got up at 9:00 this morning to go talk to my pastor about possibly working as a childrens intern this summer. I would work in the office and be in charge of all the VBS and kid crap you know. I just thought- i would do children sermons too... what a joy. ANYWAY he isnt sure yet cause you know he has to talk to the board of education and they will decide soon enough i guess. I think it would be a really fun job because im great with kids and it would be something new everyday. The hours are sporadic though and its like an everday type job so i wouldnt be able to take like a week off to go on vacation or anything- but if i did work there i would get to go on the mission trip to Mexico again- ah i miss those. Also i would get to do camp counselor things, so all in all it would be a really fun job. Im not gonna get my hopes up though. I just need to find something so i can help furnish the apartment next semester. AH JOY
I wonder if my mom will go to shreveport tomorrow? I kind of want to go shopping PLUS i gotta get that inktag off my shirt.
I feel like i have used my credit card a lot lately... im scared about that.
Im scared about a lot of things lately. I tend to stress myself out about everything.
I procrastinate, im not even close to being frugal, im self conscious, im lazy.... UGH it sucks
Its times like these i wish i could just freeze time so I could have a moment where it wasnt flying by while i stand here in shock of it all and my life seems to be wasted.
Sometimes i feel like im just waiting for my life to happen... like this part of me isnt important..
Next week is going to be such a crazy crammed week of Opera. UGH I mean im looking forward to getting this thing pulled together, but i feel like i have bogged myself over with too much shit to do. All i ask is that somehow i pull out with good grades- and then summer you will be so sweet.
Speaking of summer i got up at 9:00 this morning to go talk to my pastor about possibly working as a childrens intern this summer. I would work in the office and be in charge of all the VBS and kid crap you know. I just thought- i would do children sermons too... what a joy. ANYWAY he isnt sure yet cause you know he has to talk to the board of education and they will decide soon enough i guess. I think it would be a really fun job because im great with kids and it would be something new everyday. The hours are sporadic though and its like an everday type job so i wouldnt be able to take like a week off to go on vacation or anything- but if i did work there i would get to go on the mission trip to Mexico again- ah i miss those. Also i would get to do camp counselor things, so all in all it would be a really fun job. Im not gonna get my hopes up though. I just need to find something so i can help furnish the apartment next semester. AH JOY
I wonder if my mom will go to shreveport tomorrow? I kind of want to go shopping PLUS i gotta get that inktag off my shirt.
I feel like i have used my credit card a lot lately... im scared about that.
Im scared about a lot of things lately. I tend to stress myself out about everything.
I procrastinate, im not even close to being frugal, im self conscious, im lazy.... UGH it sucks
Its times like these i wish i could just freeze time so I could have a moment where it wasnt flying by while i stand here in shock of it all and my life seems to be wasted.
Sometimes i feel like im just waiting for my life to happen... like this part of me isnt important..