Jul 03, 2005 19:03
but you will always be the lead character.
Fireworks are shooting over my head.
I'm alone. I just came back from Oberlin.
It was a good experience... I needed it despite the fact that I complained the whole time I was there.
I've found that I want life to come easy... casue I see other people's live and I envy them.
I can't have that, it's not the hand that was dealt me.
I'm going back to school in a month or so, and signs show that I'm definitely in for one hell of a rollercoaster ride. The begining of this year is not going to be easy, and I know it!
I always want someone to hold my hand, but that never happens.
Life isn't easy.
Change isn't beautiful.
change is like the bud of a flower that hasn't bloomed yet.
I personally don't find that beautiful.
the blooming that occurs afterward.....
that my friends... is beauty.
Ive said it for months.... I feel like something is coming.... and its here... and now....
I don't know if I want it.
but I'll take it for now, water it, and pray that it blooms.
Im gonna make it.
just need to work on that whole patience thing.
* sigh*
fireworks are shooting over my head.
fireworks are shooting in my head...
I live for the fireworks!
PL&HS