every five months the cast will change...

Jul 03, 2005 19:03

but you will always be the lead character.

Fireworks are shooting over my head.
I'm alone. I just came back from Oberlin.
It was a good experience... I needed it despite the fact that I complained the whole time I was there.
I've found that I want life to come easy... casue I see other people's live and I envy them.
I can't have that, it's not the hand that was dealt me.

I'm going back to school in a month or so, and signs show that I'm definitely in for one hell of a rollercoaster ride. The begining of this year is not going to be easy, and I know it!

I always want someone to hold my hand, but that never happens.

Life isn't easy.

Change isn't beautiful.
change is like the bud of a flower that hasn't bloomed yet.

I personally don't find that beautiful.
the blooming that occurs afterward.....

that my friends... is beauty.

Ive said it for months.... I feel like something is coming.... and its here... and now....

I don't know if I want it.

but I'll take it for now, water it, and pray that it blooms.
Im gonna make it.
just need to work on that whole patience thing.

* sigh*

fireworks are shooting over my head.
fireworks are shooting in my head...

I live for the fireworks!

PL&HS
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