Apr 16, 2005 03:33
Something about this city makes livejournal HORRIBLY inappropriate.
I dont why it just seems like that.
Im thinking a lot right now... but none of it is goin on here.
I dont miss home... but I want to be there for some reason....
thats funny to say.
Colin, real cute pics... I really want to meet your friends... ( but the black kid is poor)
Ive decided that I want to go to London for grad school... it may just be the smartest choice I can make for my voice type.
My throat is bein all weird... I think im allergic to something random... ( fruit juice?... bad air??? I dont know)
I wish I were a ho.....but thats just not cool.
( heh and the award for goofiest line in my LJ goes to !!!!)
I feel like there is a gay mafia. Dont ask... I just do.
I have juries coming up.
they are gonna be good.
YEAH back to that gay thing. I dont like gay people very much.
At this point I would love to recant my homosexuality... but its just not working.
I just seem to always like some one untouchable guy. otherwise this shit would be over.
but i dont like girls like that.....
its weird... and im think outta control right now.
I wanna run into someone tonight... and engage in an awesome yet random conversation at like 4 in the morning.
" Love is on the way... all I gotta say is it wont let go..."
- E. Badu
Ive had that line stuck in my head... I keep feelin like somethings coming...
Its not even like I want it that bad... but its coming... its weirding me out....
I never know when its gonna happen ... so I always hafta be.... ready?
Im outta my head... I dont know what this is all about.
(I promise I have more logical, practical things going through my head in everyday life... its just that this is swimming in my head and I just dont talk to anyone here about it. They all are forcing this "love" thing. Im not. Point blank.)
I really feel like its just coming though... and that scares me... i think its gonna hurt.
and that is real evil.
Somthings coming... AHHHHHHH dear God ...I wish I could put this into words.
I just hope one of my friends will read this and understand what the HELL Im tryin to say.
Ne ways... I happy to hear that everyone is still alive ( via LJ)
I cant wait to see you all in three weeks... it will be a blast!
keep it real!
-J