Mar 25, 2002 12:18
so strange. feeling so very strange.. anxious. just weird. i have butterflys in my belly..and on my birthday too >=|
yes it was my birthday. a relaxing day. movie. mae. & presents. no cake though =( im not really sure what happend there..i will have to talk to yama.
nick you were here. and so st albans played 2 shows. toms house & in the city. so normal. but so different at the same time.
im not going to write all the thoughts that ran through my mind. too annoying. too complicated. bla bla.
do you know what is wanted? and do you know how to get it? no. it is never like this anymore. it cant be handled in short period. neither long. they are both talking to me. there are two sides to everything.. the job is to find out which one is real. what counts. what should count. wasting so many things on all this junk. positvie thing? no.