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omg!! this is the worst feelin i have eva felt!! it feels like my heart got ripped out and cut into pieces i feel like i lost my best friend it makes me wonderin if im to fat am i not pretty enough im i not smart enough am i not preppy enough am i not freaky enough am i not sporty enough wut is it????/ sumone plzz tell me i really need sum help before i go crazy and do sumtin insane.And believe me i will
i cant believe they did this to me i thought shelly was a good friend i thought josh loved me!! i wish this was a nightmare and i jus can wake up from it but its not its reality and i jus cant accept it i love him and i need him to get thro my life i jus wish he would talk to me!! i knew that sumtin was up!! b/c i havent seen him since he got back from texas!! and he is the only thing i have to keep mah life goin i feel insacure with mah self i jus wish this would neva happen!! if i would be able to go back into time then i would i would do ev'rything right but i have a guestion for josh wut did i do wrong? u jus dunno how i feel!! i thought we would be togetha foreva and i wanted to!! i love u so much plzz talk to me!!!i cant take it nemore!!ive been cryin non-stop eva since rhea told me!!u jus dunno wut u did to me!!!
i cant believe they did this to me i thought shelly was a good friend i thought josh loved me!! i wish this was a nightmare and i jus can wake up from it but its not its reality and i jus cant accept it i love him and i need him to get thro my life i jus wish he would talk to me!! i knew that sumtin was up!! b/c i havent seen him since he got back from texas!! and he is the only thing i have to keep mah life goin i feel insacure with mah self i jus wish this would neva happen!! if i would be able to go back into time then i would i would do ev'rything right but i have a guestion for josh wut did i do wrong? u jus dunno how i feel!! i thought we would be togetha foreva and i wanted to!! i love u so much plzz talk to me!!!i cant take it nemore!!ive been cryin non-stop eva since rhea told me!!u jus dunno wut u did to me!!!