May 15, 2006 11:46
ugh...this morning already started rough. wanted to wake up at 715 to go run and do pilates before work but my body refused to move from my comfortable bed. ended up getting up at 750 and went running. no time for pilates. my sister was supposed to take me into work but i was exactly ONE minute too late and she left without me. so i climbed back in bed and napped until 945 and went into work with my mom an hour later since she starts at 10. (because i dont have a car of my own anymore right noww!!!)
and after working all day i might go to jessica's soccer game which came up suddenly..which pushes back the manditory car shopping i have to do with my parents tonight after the game. so after all that hassle...i finally get to hang out with kelsey.
i feel drained. physically and emotionally. i just want to feel care-free and have some peace of mind again. i feel so heavy.
and this week i get to work a total of around 46 hours between working at my dads office and julianos.
can i make it? we'll just have to wait and find out...