worst day ever in my life..

[diva128903]

this has to be one of the worst dasys ever in my life!!!...sunday night had to be the worst ever... but today is defientsally number two...

besides the physical pain that im in.. im going threw so much emotional pain its not even funny.. people try to help but i can tell they don' tknow how.. but they do get gold stars for effort..
like.. its hard to explain.... sometimes i feel as if maby i bug people when im really nto trying to... and thensometimes i feel like as if i bitch and compalin too much to other peoplewho honestly don't want to hear it.. ringht now.. i don't know what to feel...
sometimes.... i get the feeling as if ppl are like lieing to my face, and i sit there and slap a smile on.... but in my head i just want to yell shut the fuck up!! i know you r lieing.. and yo uknow i know that you are... so why don't you just stop it!
theres so much anger built up inside of me..its crazy...yoga is soo not helping right now....
right about now sometimes i feel like just crying.. jeeze im such a cry baby!!

damn it!!!

i don;t know what to do anymore.....

fuck it...

i give up.....

screw it all....